People change, so do I. Change occur as normal as possible to all of us. This change does not only refer to material things we see but also unearthly things we could only feel.
About five years ago, I was a regular viewer of the classified ads. It makes me happy to see job vacancies especially when I know that the position fits me. I feel my usefulness though I would not want to go out and apply for the vacancy. I feel a sense of pride that I have the skills the job is requiring. But it is only up to that point. I don't get hired because I don't apply.
I will pass another stage in my life by next month - my birth month. I welcome this stage and want to pass it. I will become a SC and when I secure my ID for that stage, I will enjoy the percentage discounts at groceries, drugstores and restaurants, to mention a few. But I am not excited and keep asking myself "why?" Is it because I know that people will give me more privilege because I am nearing my end? Is it a consolation for my being a grandma and so I have to stick on the conventional practice by grandmas?
Hope I can accept the change.
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